Earlier... and now!

written by Stephan Joubert

Earlier I thought I had to impress other people. No longer. As a follower of Jesus, I don't want to impress anybody, I only want to share impressive God-stories.
Earlier I thought I had all the answers. No longer. As a follower of Jesus, I must admit I still have more questions than answers. But I know Jesus, who answers generously when people call out to him.
Earlier I tried to have everything under control. No longer. As a follower of Jesus, I surrender all control to God who is in charge of everything.
Earlier, I enjoyed receiving more than giving. No longer. Now, as a follower of Jesus I begin to experience the joy of giving.
Earlier, the complexities of life fascinated me. No longer. Now, as a follower of Jesus the challenge is to also discover the simplicities of life and the mysteries of the ordinary.
Earlier, nothing impressed me much. I thought I've seen it all. No longer. Now as a follower of Christ I see beauty everywhere. Every person I meet is a living work of art.
Earlier I talked mostly about God. No longer. As a follower of Jesus, I try to talk more to God.
Earlier, people had to listen to me most of the time. No longer. As a follower of Jesus, I try to make more time to listen to others.
Earlier I wanted to change people's ideas. No longer. As a follower of Jesus, I know I can't change others, or myself. Only God can.